The Only Exception

Got to know that Paramore is coming to KL for concert! aarrggggg~~~~ can't go to their concert! cos so GD poor! moreover no buddies to go with. DAMN!

Anyways, this song meant a lot to me *emo* so wanna share out.



When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality

But I can't

Let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving

In the morning, when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh~~~

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Recharge & Rebond

Went to Singapore for a long and short holiday weekend recently. I just wanted a relaxing short holiday to get a break from the hectic life that I'm having. Wanna break out from the somehow routine lifestyle that every working person have. Wanna break out from the circle that I am in. Wanna break out from the stress that I'm having. Wanna break out from the dysfunctional that I'm having. Wanna.... just wanna go there.

Even it was a long and short trip there, I made the full use of my time there. It was a busy trip too. Busy shopping and meeting up with friends and family. Took Air Asia flight there, the fare was farking cheap! Ok la, just the return fare was farking cheap, going there the fare just normal. Guess how much is the return ticket? Is freaking farking RM8!!!!!!!!!!!! How can so cheap one? Anyhow, bought and flew there with dad. :D

Reach there, it was already dinner time, went to Hyatt to have dinner with aunties and her friends. Had a great time, bonding with family. Tired went back to aunt's place and just crash. Woke up in the morning and it's shopping day! Just love to shop in Singapore, maybe felt bored with the choices I had I guess, somehow everything is the same here, even the cheap stuff. Or maybe I'm just choosy. Before damaging my wallet, had lunch with aunt, uncle and cousin bro, dim sum, nice! ;) After that, met up with StupidGang - Kai Kai for shopping. It's been quite some time we met, everyone is just busy with their own stuff nowadays. Kai Kai just transferred to Singapore for work. So miss her being there. We shopped at Far East Plaza, my fave place to shop! Went on shopping spree for 6 hours non-stop! Disappointingly, we didn't get much stuff. Damage was minimal.... but we had a great time. Really haven't spend this much time with her already. *miss ya* Later on, went to meet up with Stephy for late night session. It's been too long ever since we last met. We wanted to go to 2AM dessert bar, due to me hearing good reviews about it. But it was quite late and the waitress told us that it's already last call for ordering and just push us out. It wasn't a good treatment, making me doubt of going there again. Maybe next time. So, we went to 24 hours Swensens and chatted till morning! Poor gal, she still need to work the next day! But I love you babe! Thank for meeting up with me! *hugz*


The next day, had Japanese food for branch with aunt and family again. Rest at home for awhile. Then went to meet up with college friends at Plaza Singapore. Never been there before, didn't expect it was a nice mall too but there wasn't time to shop (will make it another place to shop next time, LOL), so just yam ca session with the whole bunch of friends. It was quite a big bunch! Thanks for taking the time off to meet up guys! Dinner time! Gathering for the whole family, meet up with other cousin bros at Marina Sands Hotel to have dinner! The food was fantastic at Imperial Treasure Fine Dinning! *slurp slurp* It's another one of the rare and precious moments for family gathering. A lot have been going on since everyone last gather, good re-bonding moments there. Wanted to check out the Sky Park but it was close! Damn! Next time again?! LOL Went to meet up some friends for late night yam ca session again. *Whew* Was late when arrive to meet them, but they were so sweet to wait me up. All of them need to work the next day too. So didn't get to chat too late.

Last day of the trip, when to have another shopping spree at ION. Didn't damage much too but got some lovely stuffs. Lunch with a nice friend then straight have yam ca session again with one of the best college friends I have known. Shop a bit more, dinner with aunt and cousin bro. Dad was being entertain by another aunt's friends. His has the superstar treatment during this trip. It was time to say goodbye again.

Goodbyes are always hard. It was a late flight back, reached back here already pass 12am. Happy Merdeka! Tired! Super tired! Already started to miss Singapore. I don't know why but I just wanted to stay longer this time. Guess didn't want to go back to the hectic and routine lifestyle. Anyways, I got my energy and spirit charged back. Have found a bit of new goals this time, cos I was clueless on my next goal to aim for. Had a really great great great time meeting up friends and family to re-bond those long non meeting and less and less of keeping in touch. Everything it's just splendid. Make me miss more~~~ *sob sob*

Miss miss miss~~~~ hope I can visit Singapore again within a short period of time. Haiz.... dysfunctional and routine lifestyle is back but this time, my attitude has change toward it!

OLAY! OLAY! O~LAY!

OK! The title is so not about football and World Cup is already over and ya it's not Spain's song either! So, all footballers can stop reading this post or you can read on cos it's involves my naked hand...LOL

I know lately, my entries are super not posting up and even when I post up, it's all emo stuff. So, I'm going to give you guys a break. Here's a beauty post for lazy peoples! I literally mean it for lazy peoples. and YES! you can be lazy even for bathing to0! But is not like someone or some machine is going to bath for you. It's just steps to save more of your time cos everyone's life is so God DAMN busy! Yes! Now you can save minutes while bathing and nourishing your skin!

I'll stop blabbering and tell you what is so amazingly save your time while able to nourish your skin at the same time! It's Olay's Total Effect's 7-in-1 Anti-Aging Shower Cream + Body Butter (the name so farking long...LOL) YES! I've been using this and still using this for as long as I alive! Maybe you already know Olay already has such product but have you try it yet? Have you smell it yet? Have you touch it yet? NO?!!! Well, please go grab it and try it to believe it! and most of all, it farking save up your freaking busy time!

Bottles that I already finish up!

Just some quick steps that show you how amazing is this product! I mean, you know how to bath right? so don't bother ask how to bath with it. I'm just showing how it works!

 So creamy and thick!

This is how it would become when you lather it with a lot of water. Less foams = more ♥ to your skin

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is when you just lather it will not much water. See how it's like you applying body lotion at the same time?

Look at my skin! So smooth and glittery! You probably can's see the glitters cos my hair already cover them up..wtf!

Nah! Show you how glittery it is!

The amount of glitters really is a million million million more better than any of those glitter products you buy. At least, this STICKS to your body the whole freaking 24 hours lor! It's really really that STICKY! Make your skin look brighter! I seriously didn't know it contains glitters in it. After the second time I used it, I only notice it has glitters. LOL

So now you know how good it is! GO GET IT! I think guys will eventually get it too. cos they can save the embarrassment when they go get body lotions. People are still quite conservative on guys getting body lotion for their own unless they have like really really freaking dry and scaly skin....yer....'geli lor' haha...(no offense) With this Olay's Total Effect's 7-in-1 Anti-Aging Shower Cream + Body Butter, guys can easily buy it without anyone doubting you.

You know what is the greatest part of this? It's, it could save us tons of money! Well, maybe not tons but it replace, body butter, glitter powder, anti-aging lotions and blah, blah, blah whatever products we use during showing, after showering, before showering and it's just goes on...am I right?

PS: I'm not hard selling it, it's just really amazing and I just want to share! NOW GO GET ONE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not Youth Anymore!

A month ago, a friend of mine was discussing about some telco plans. He sign up for a YOUTH package and introduce it to me, saying the package really save a lot. So, I go check out the link he sent to me and one of the conditions to sign for the package is being a YOUTH! *Thunder struck* I realize in two weeks time (then) I won't be a YOUTH anymore! FML I will be officially be label as an ADULT in two freaking weeks time! FML......

Everyone wants to grow older quickly when they were a kid and when we were adults we either want to stay at certain age or be a kid again. Ironic isn't it? We humans are like this all the time, living in irony. Anyway, I am now officially label as an ADULT now. Having real responsibilities, commitments and blah blah blah.... A friend of mine told me this:"Once you start acting your age, you will be the age that you projected." Which is true, I am now the official age of an adult but I don't really act my age. Compare to my younger years, I used to like to hang out with mature and elder friends. Cos I really like the maturity of them that I'm getting and in a sense I can learn to be an adult. But for the last two years, my crowd of friends had extended to younger age or same age of people. I was then realize that I miss out few years of my proper age stuff. I miss out on YOUTH stuff! Damnit! But mostly I missed out FUN!

I used to be a very serious person. I take everything into my responsibility. My shoulders of stones are pretty heavy that I made myself carried. Times passed and I slowly learn to let go of things and take certain things lightly. I learn not to stress myself out and learn to have more fun, enjoy life more. I mean life's really short so should make out of it more than ever!

Btw, I didn't have a cake and blowing candles for my bday this year, so it makes me not growing an year older? *evil grin* I want to stay at this age forever can? Anyhow, I don't really act my age anyway, people who first meet me will always think that I'm few years younger than my age. Maybe is my looks that gives out the younger me LOL

For people out there that are still YOUTH, here's some stuff that you should do before you got expired!
1.) Sign on telco YOUTH package! - I can't FML
2.) When go traveling, you can stay at YOUTH hostels for way way cheaper prices! - I can't FML x 2

But then come to think of, who says being an adult can't have fun? Adults can do a lot of fun stuff LEGALLY!  : P

Suppress = Numb?

I'm sure everyone of you have suppress your feelings for certain things or certain feelings. Hoping it will go away after sometime. But have you ever wonder did that suppressed feeling really go away? or already become numb? When it's numb, you will only be immune to that certain feelings. When the same feelings you come across again, you won't be able to fully feel it again. I probably sound like I'm just jabbering stuff, but you get what I mean right?

Let's break it down to what most of you could relate to - love. Don't really care what are the situations but it will just end up you being forbidden from loving that person. What most of you do? Give up? Still hope that you could with be that person in the mere future(somehow, people will always like to hang on to forbidden love cos what you can't end up with will always seems to be the best)? Whatever the answer is, in the mean time, you do have to suppress your feelings for that person, right? And as time pass, the feelings you suppress will just being push behind you day by day. Probably, will end up having numb feelings. It's funny that our brain/heart could block up those hurtful feelings to protect ourselves from being hurt again. Somehow, you kinda forgot what really happen but having to be a person with a zombie heart. (Same page with me yet?)

 When you have numb feelings, you tend to miss out on the coming love which probably will happen in the future. But your brain/heart blocks you from it. You probably would be able to truly feel how great of the love that the future lover is giving to you, right? You probably will end up with a empty heart which is full of loneliness. So my question is does most of you experience such? Does suppressing your feelings will end up to numbness? Will you suppress too much or too deep that somehow one day you'll EXPLODE?

Been pretty stress lately, that's why such *useless/boring* thoughts go through my head. I'm suppressing my pressure for work. It's kinda hard cos I end up getting very jumpy and having hard time sleeping. Another thing is that, I've been suppressing the true person that I am. I don't know why but maybe I'm too concern on what people think of me. I think I'm starting to have those perfectionist sickness. *need help* Though, I'm starting to let lose myself bit by bit. I probably will shock some (sort of, cos known for quite some time already) new friends of who I really am. I feel the evil/rebellious side of me is getting lose. Is it a good thing? *Being emo now*